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Valentine’s Day Special. So its been a month since A told me he didn’t want a relationship. I was cut up, destroyed and completely devastated. As you can imagine, I really loved that guy and still do. A couple of weeks earlier I went along to the local pub as it was a friends birthday, […]

Totally fucked over

Well and truly fucked off to find out my estranged ex boyfriend has been seeing his ex behind my back and ‘phasing me’ out in the process. Seriously better off without the cunt. Good riddance I hope they have the time of their life. Just had to get that off of my chest. Over and […]

Goodbye A, hello 2014……

It’s officially over with A. I can’t bear it anymore I’ve cried my last tear over that guy. He clearly hasnt given me a seconds thought. I have spoken to him since Christmas eve, Ffs he didn’t even wanna see me at Christmas. He always says he’s busy and barely texts. Me any more, suddenly […]

shame on you if you fool me once, shame on me if you fool me twice…

so the story continues about my complicated love life. I received a message from he, A last Sunday saying ‘can we just be friends and do random shit again?’ I thought about it and decided the adult thing would probably be to agree and obviously i missed his company. So we chatted for a while […]

It’s make up or break up diary – Day 4 – “booty call”

So just finished my second night shift this week which has been a pleasure to be there. I realise how lucky I am to have such an amazing job and amazing colleagues. Back on topic,The guy is question,  A, is still on my mind so much so that whenever the chance came at work, I’d […]

Make up or Break up diary – Day 3 : the height of pathetic

So day 3 feels like a relapse, missing him like crazy checking my phone like every 5 to 10 minutes except from when i was on my driving lesson for 2 hours (which by the way went very well). Start crying during almost every activity i did i.e. in the shower, doing laundry, washing the […]

It’s make up or break up diary – Day 2

So I slept on it. Feeling a lot more positive today, still not heard from he shall not be named. But am I bothered? no, because i’m a strong independent woman and have plenty of things to occupy my mind with. “I just wanna get away, savin’ all ya bullshit for another day” No more […]