So day 3 feels like a relapse, missing him like crazy checking my phone like every 5 to 10 minutes except from when i was on my driving lesson for 2 hours (which by the way went very well). Start crying during almost every activity i did i.e. in the shower, doing laundry, washing the dishes etc.. i didn’t think it was possible to become so pathetic but i think i must have reached the ultimate. If only he knew how true my feelings were for him and why can’t he return them?
Notes for getting through a day like this:
- food
- friends
- driving
- and;
- geordie shore (weird, but it really distracted me for an hour)
- and of course, don’t forget to play that ultimate break up playlist(if you;re gonna sob, sob with rhythm
I’m not giving in, I’m not contacting him, enough is enough, I want him to chase me for once.
And that’s all I have to share with you for today folks. I’m gonna go and mope around a bit for i start night shift at 8.
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